Penny Flame retires from porn and sex addiction confesses
I have not had at least to translate the blog of Jennie Ketcham best known only a short time ago by Penny Flame , Penny Flame one of the most intriguing actresses San Fernando Valley porn said goodbye, and not just what has been called out high as the rooftops proclaiming that is now free but also confesses that he is a sex addict and has done a few days ago his rehabilitation program.
My name is Jennie and I'm an addict.
I just masturbate for the first time in 25 days. The disappointment is huge, something like when you get a line of coke and the minutes are wishing another, my body is still tingling, but I feel there is nothing that can compare to an orgasm to satisfy me. The session lasted no more than four minutes and the height no more than 30 seconds at most. So I had to go for another. The body vibrates and I still feel that I have still might be sitting here all day recreated as well let me first know that I have to say goodbye to my vibrator.
My name is Jennie and I am a sex addict.
I managed to graduate from a rehabilitation clinic for five days, and I have not gotten to know I'm going to do with myself yet. My therapist says I need to create me Jill a structured plan in me every day that go from Sunday to Sunday throughout the week and will be within that structure where I can give meaning to my life. She says things that I occasionally come on suddenly are interfering with my life but like everything in life should be treated at the right moment. I still feel insecure and without clear ideas of what healthy masturbation, but I recognize that feeling and the memories of my old habits still make me see I'm not ready to make an aside that I still do.
Today is a great day, and every day since my release from this world. It's funny, I was back in jail two years ago for driving under the influence of alcohol to work without sparing an effort to be there until my release, they released me saying "Penny Flame is free in the world again" making released on made me feel completely different, I felt like Penny Flame never have been free ever. Never thought that was me. There is no freedom in the person if that freedom is created for self-interest and entertainment of others. There is no freedom in something you do well and that character is not you. There is no freedom in being a person who is not you. And that's what I decided to do and leave it forever Penny Flame and leave it behind and move on with my my life as Jennie. The person who started this world and end up in the land itself. Because one day Jenny Penny Flame die and have to live forever. Especially since I have so many chances to feel free until Jennie One day I die. The things I do to be in full addiction never cease to amaze me.
And I'm surprised.
I am amazed at the amount of changes I've been around this space of time. I am amazed at the fact I finished my rehabilitation, I wish to return to the comfortable structure that brings the PRC. I am surprised look from outside the San Fernando Valley and there is nothing that makes you do yearn for the kind of woman who have been and I've left behind. I'm surprised that I have the courage I could find in myself and that allowed me to conduct my life outside of the valley of pornography and Hearts lost.
Every year hundreds of girls probably come to this valley to be the next Jenna Jameson's new Belladonna might want to be the new Penny Flame, unfortunately none of them is real, Jenna has a real name and a life like Belladonna and now I I can also have.
My name is Jennie Ketcham and I have been rehabbing a porn star and I'm an addict, this is the first day of the rest of my life and I have the intention to live to the fullest.
Penny Flame has been an unusual actress in Porn Valley, regular users of marijuana and activist for legalization, a painter who has many admirers, Vivid tab in 2008 to put in front of Ed Vivid, a new line cutting training titles. Penny Flame's Expert Guide to Hand Jobs for Men and Women was the first title of the collection. Penny Flame has been in jail several times for drunken driving and drug problems.
Other than that Penny Flame, has been a very good character performe always showing a very casual and always rebellious in his films revealing a part of a huge sexual charge a certain amount of self-confidence and cockiness using terms very neighborhood. Penny Flame won in the 2008 award for best actress at the AVN of the year.
Penny Flame now and Jennie Ketcham, said goodbye, you said it's likely to become part of the foundation PinkCross of anti-porn activist Shelley Lubben of which we spoke just a few days ago in another article about porn stars PinkCross removed and the foundation.
Awards
* 2005 AVN Award for Best Scene Repo Girl masturbation
* 2006 AVN Award for Best scene partner for Darkside (with Herschel Savage)
* 2006 AVN Award for Best Group Sex Scene for Darkside (with Alicia Alighatti, Dillan Lauren, Hillary Scott, Randy Spears & John West)
* 2008 AVN Award for Best Actress for Layout
* 2008 AVN Best scene in pairs with Layout (with Tom Byron)
* 2008 FAME Award for Best Actress of the year performing oral sex [8